And on nights where I dont have the bangs i get that paralysis feeling, and i hear a quiet whispering in my ear for the first few months of these whispers it made me kinda nervous since the guy who lived in my house before we moved in hung himself. But after awhile i tried desperatly not to be affraid of it since nothing bad actualy happened. Still unsettling, but now i try to listen to the whispers but can ususaly only make out a few words. Thing is the words i do manage to actualy make-out and rememeber are sometimes just freaky. I feel like something is standing above me watching me sleep, one night when i slowly peeped my eyes open i saw a shadowy man with a old fashioned hat standing there leaned over me. When i was younger i started to freak me out to the point i started sleeping on the living room couch since i didnt get these just odd feelings. But now it seems kind of comforting, now that ive been up for about 48 hours i started looking to see if I was alone with these sleeping ‘disorders’ and stumbled on to this, good to see im not purly crazy or something. Creepiest thing of it all is when i hear the whispers i always die in my dreams but dont wake up just stare at my dead body until i wake up. and just jerk out of sleep when i do wake up for no reason.

Sorry for the long comment but its kinda complex for me to even describe, i still dont think i got it down right. The one thing i remember really profound from these whispers is ‘when will it end?’ is what is whispered into my ears, but now i almost dont want it to end. Seems better then my average dream before these of sitting in a black blank room staring at a grandfather clock until i hear the tone to wake up, after 4 years of the exact same dream anything is kinda releaving. Doctors found nothing after tons of very strange tests after the MRI’s and such. it just seems to strange for my liking. I got like 30 pages of lines i remember from these odd whisper dreams. Also my temples are getting really big to the point i can fit my entire fist in the soft spot now. Again sorry for the long comment but any ideas on just what the hell is going on? its starting to creep me out

But by far, the most frightening experience is the sleep paralysis. I´ve (thankfully) only experienced this a couple of times but each time left me shaken for a very long time (last one was like 5 years ago and I still shudder every time I think about it). I was in a hotel room with my mom and I woke up in the middle of the night comepletely unable to move. I remember looking around and registered every single detail of the room as I desperately tried to scream to my mom for help. I dont know how long it took but the scream finally came and with it the ability to move. I spent the rest of that night crying and willing myself not to fall asleep.

Good times…

recaptcha: time shaken

I was sound asleep and dreaming about talking with a friend when suddenly they leaned forward and shouted/screamed right in my ear. I woke up with a start and lay there with my heart pounding, trying to figure out what had happened. It was like nothing I’ve ever experienced. It’s interesting to know I’m not the only one, but I hope it never happens again!